5.21.2004
wasurenai kara...

I forgot the website I got the lyrics from...I'm sorry for not putting the proper credits here. Anyway, this best describes the way I feel today...again. I just love this song.

EMU ~For My Dear~
by Gackt


totsuzen no deai e no kokoro kara no yorokobi to
"itsushika owaru kamoshirenai..." sonna kankaku ni obiete
soshite hitomi o mitsumeteta
nanimo wakarazu ni

dore dake no omoide mo yume no you na maboroshi de
itsumademo kawaru koto no nai tojikomerareta kimi ga iru
ima mo hitomi o mitsumeteta
nanimo kawarazu ni

te o nobaseba todoiteta hohoemi wa hakanakute
me o tojireba ude no naka de kieteiku kimi o
mou ichido dakitakute
ano toki, ano basho de deatta koto o wasurenai kara...

kaze no naka de odoru kimi no sugata wa
hikari ni tsutsumareteita

kimi dake o mitsumeteta
boku wa itsumademo mitsumeteta
ima mo kimi dake o mitsumeteru
nanimo kawarazu ni

te o nobaseba todoiteta hohoemi wa setsunakute
me o tojireba yume no naka e kieteiku kimi o
mou ichido dakitakute
ano toki, ano basho de deatta koto o wasurenai kara...

wasurenai kara...

Translation

The joy from my heart at our sudden meeting says
"Maybe it'll be over before I know it..."
those forebodings scare me
And then I was gazing into your eyes
Without understanding anything

They're not forever changing, so how many phantoms,
Like memories and dreams, could you file away
And now I gazed into your eyes
Without changing anything

If I stretch out my hand, the smile I reach is fleeting
If I close my eyes, I want to hold
Your vanishing body once more in my arms
Because I can't forget that time, that place
where we met...

Dancing in the breeze, your body
Was being enveloped in light

I was only watching you
I was forever gazing into your eyes
Even now I watch only you
Without changing anything

If I stretch out my hand, the smile I reach is pained
If I close my eyes, I want to hold
Your vanishing body once more in my dreams
Because I can't forget that time, that place
where we met...

Because I can't forget...


I know it was wrong. It was never my intention...it happened so suddenly. I met you...and I found myself falling fast...
Although I know that you might not be there to catch me, I just can't stop myself from falling...
Even if I know how much it hurts...
I still hang on.

Because I can't forget...
I can't forget you...

Reported @ 1:49 PM

5.20.2004
elegant, isn't it?

My song for the day. Lyrics and translation taken from Anime Lyrics.

Suteki da ne
OST Final Fantasy X
sung by Rikki


kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni
oyoida kokoro
kumo ga hakobu ashita ni
hazunda koe

tsuki ga yureru kagami ni
furueta kokoro
hoshi ga nagare koboreta
yawarakai namida

suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
Kimi no machi ie ude no naka

sono mune
karada azuke
yoi ni magire
yumemiru

kaze wa tomari kotoba wa
yasashii maboroshi
kumo wa yabure ashita wa
tooku no koe

tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo
nagareta kokoro
hoshi ga yurete koboreta
kakusenai namida

suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
Kimi no machi ie ude no naka

sono kao
sotto furete
asa ni tokeru
yumemiru

Translation
The wind, like a heart that swam in the accumulated words
The clouds, a voice that was shot into the holding future

The moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirror
The stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream

Isn't it beautiful, to walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.

That heart,
held within your body
In those confusing nights
I dream

The wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion
The clouds, the broken future like a distant voice

The moon, a heart flowing in the clouded mirror
The stars, broken and swaying, like tears unable to be hidden.

Isn't it beautiful, to walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.

That face,
A soft touch,
Dissolving into morning,
I dream.


Elegant, isn't it?
If we could walk, holding each other's hands
Waiting for sunrise
Your hand entwined with mine...
There is nothing more I can ask
Just to have this feeling stay
And have you stay beside me always.
Elegant, isn't it?
If only it wasn't just a dream...
If only all that I've wished for was real...

Reported @ 10:59 AM

5.19.2004
it's raining

I just thought of posting in here...for no particular reason at all. I'll post more meaningful entries next time.


It's raining. I love the rain. I used to take "baths" under the rain when I was a kid. I love walking in the rain, getting soaked by it...that feeling of mindless fun, that feeling that there's no one in the world but you and the tiny water drops falling...

I miss those days.

Reported @ 6:31 PM


just edited the template...

I just edited the template and added the title part. I'm working on adding the comments part because it was not included in the original template that I donwloaded. I just gave it some thought...I think I'll change templates every month(or whenever I feel like it), but I'll just download the templates because I don't know how to make one. I'm planning on studying how so I can make my own.

I got to go now, I'm working on an essay right now for a class. Later.

Reported @ 10:09 AM

5.18.2004
Gackt template

I just downloaded this from Blog Skins and it was made by Miyavi C.(but this isn't the one I've been editing, although I like this one too.) It features Gackt, one of my favorite Japanese artist. I like this one...I think I'll settle for this template and leave my blog looking like this for a while.

Ja.

Reported @ 7:19 PM


just posted again

I just posted again now...gomen. I've been very busy these past few days so I don't have the time to go online and post stuff in here. Again, gomen.
I'm working on a template right now...I just downloaded it from a website, but I'm editing it so I can use it here. I just hope the outcome would be ok.

Well, that's it for now. I'll post again when I have the time.
Ja.

Reported @ 5:59 PM

5.15.2004
first entry

This is my first entry here. I'll post later when I have the time. Right now, I'm heading to school to print a paper I need for a class, the printer's not working and there's a problem with the computer. I'll end this entry here.
Ja ne.

Reported @ 1:47 AM

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